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Why I have been gone...

Hey everyone,

I am sure a lot of you wonder why I been busy, idle, mobile, or not posting much. Well to be honest, I just been way too busy. I just got my career started in the field I worked so hard to achieve. It is taking most of my time and efforts to become the best in my role as I can. Like all of you, I have big dreams; mine are just a little more difficult to achieve. In order to reach for my dreams, I had to work very hard. It required a lot of time, patience, hard-work, and a wee bit of magic.

And all my hard work paid off. I now have the best job in the world, doing something that makes me and millions of people happy every year. Something my teacher told me reflects upon all my hard work and I think back to his very inspirational words:

"If you find a career you love to do, you will never work a day in your life."

Thank you to all that have supported me throughout my in-devours and who have been by my side through thick and thin. I could not have reached this point without you guys. But I want you to know this: Even if I am not around to chat, hang out, socialize with, or party; You all are still in my heart and I appreciate all of your support.

Thank you all.
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Sorry I haven't been around...been busy with the Disney College Program. I love it so much, I am glad for every moment that I joined. But has left me with little time for the internet.

Who is going to AC and who wants to meet!?

I am not going...
I am going but will be likely busy...
I am going, lets meet! (Post contact information)
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Interesting Observation

Is it bad that within the last few months, everything that used to be important to me; such as furry, fursuiting, being friends with everyone I could, and having as much fun as I could, has been pushed out of my mind completely? Hell I hardly go on FA anymore...I never check LJ anymore...I dont get on AIM/YIM that much either. Most people that used to be very important in my life, I never hear from. I think I finally stepped back and seen how superficial the fandom can be. Now that I have actual things that I got to do for a living, being on my own, starting my career, etc etc, I dont hear from any of these people that used to say they cared for me.

This isn't an emo rant, but more like a quandary, truly feel more alive than ever before yet all those people that used to mean the world to me, dont go out of their way for me now. Hell I could get them into Disney for free yet no one really goes out of their way to chat with me.

By the way, my birthday is in 10 days.
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    Arrow by Tegan and Sara
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So this Halloween we had a huge gathering of fursuiters to go and invade the city! Haku, Whiskey, Nevaro, Razzle Dazzle (Zen), Growly, Bucker, and myself all invaded Santa Monica! It was so much fun! We all kept getting crowded, wanting pictures every 5 seconds! So many people were excited to see our suits, it was amazing!

But it gets better! After that, we drove down to West Hollywood to join the other 500,000 people in their annual street party! It was so pack and again, every five seconds we were asked to take pictures! Perez Hilton was there too and we were dragged on camera and asked some bad things but no one played into it so I think we all did well!

We eventually went different ways, Whiskey and Bucker stayed in WeHo to find Bucker's cousin and Nev, Growly, Zen and myself left to go to a club that was allowing fursuits inside!

At around 2 am we all went to Denny's with a huge group from the club that was friends with Zen and ate dinner before crashing at the motel that Growly had reserved for us so that we could rest.

Overall, my Halloween was amazing and I enjoyed every second of it! Thanks for everyone making this year awesome!

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Current Feelings

Who knows how long I've loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to, I will.

If I ever saw you
I didn't catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same.

Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart.

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For the things you do endear you to me
Oh, you know, I will
I will.
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o/` I kissed a girl and it was decent. The taste of her cherry chapstick. I kissed a girl just to try it, I wish I had a boyfriend who'd mind it. o/`
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